sometimes its not so easy to pass ur time

Xams over and literally i have nothing to do except getting bored ,rolling over with thoughts, and waiting for the practicals to get over so that i can go home . :(

In the mean time started with a dragonov sniper rifel paper toy .Its going well but still the series of events that happed last few days have left me with certain questions, I dont know where to get the answers from but its not easy to have thoughts in head when u are free.

to be very frank m missing her dying to have contact but i dont know if i proceed wat reaction will i get from her and the worst thing that i dont wanna do is making the situation even worse :(.

i know that c is frustrated ,and she is not wrong on her side, i was just not gud enough last few days to understand her, somever hurted her deep and d regrets killing me.

morning was fine ,got myself busy with the paper toy stuff but ven sitting idle i feel a sense of great lonelyness, sm1 told me to check weather u r loanly or not is to close eyes and search if u cud see nyone

and this time i dont find anyone.