jus kidding :P

just realized yesterday that i turn back to blogging, only when i m sad or low in feelings ,

should share my gd thoughts as well.

Here i am with a realization that, time is not the same always.

Guess what we always feel that we need to learn in our bad days and learn through our pain ,but now i believe that when u feel low u should learn and when the learning phase is done we should continu with revising those lessons, if not done v r headding for trouble for sure.

why d hell does it keep comming back

i hate it , yes i really do hate it , it makes me so alone, so cut off so helpless , why does it just cant stop comming back .

yes i care for you cant you see it .

yes i am a fool bt u are a bigger idiot .

yes i said i want to go away, bt said it never wanted to, i hate my situation the most in this world,

yours even bad i khow ,that is why i dnt want to leave you .

bt yes u are an idiot u dont seem to get it .
i didnt came close to go away.

it really hurts everytime, m nt that strong cant jus keep going away nd cmming back.

n yes m alone dat is wat i have now lonelyness .....:)

days back in college

After a fabulous holiday back to mah college.

it feels a bit weared here home is always like heaven and sometimes college appears like hell :(

itz a bit loanly here , may find sometimes but smtimes it feels like hell ny ways phase of life :)

Feeling better

Its a sunday morning and having slept 5 in the morning ,feeling a bit lazy.

but had a grt talk with di and some of my old friends its feeling nice.

good time bad time

Good times are always good to cherish

its ur bad time that u need to learn from

all ur mistakes ur weak points that u need to work on.

At times these days are so heart breaking it makes u feel so low but i think i need to take it a lession outoff it , i need certain correction in my lifestyle

all the things or i must say certain things dont make so much difference as it looks like.

if i deserve some things i ll definetly get it and if something deserves me i ll always be there for it.

its not the best of my days and it seems that all the odds running against me ,things going wrong for me. here luck is not the weapon i should count on .Its that part of my life when i need to learn to avoid certain things, not because those things need to be avoided but may be thats the way to take in those things.

Fast 5

fast 5 released today and we caught the very next show at 3 o' clock in cinemax it waz a gud movie the only thing lagged or i must say different is that the movie waz a bit unrealistic than the last 4 parts, nywayz it waz still rocking with all the xortics , it was as a whole a great pachage and a very good time pass, :)

sometimes its not so easy to pass ur time

Xams over and literally i have nothing to do except getting bored ,rolling over with thoughts, and waiting for the practicals to get over so that i can go home . :(

In the mean time started with a dragonov sniper rifel paper toy .Its going well but still the series of events that happed last few days have left me with certain questions, I dont know where to get the answers from but its not easy to have thoughts in head when u are free.

to be very frank m missing her dying to have contact but i dont know if i proceed wat reaction will i get from her and the worst thing that i dont wanna do is making the situation even worse :(.

i know that c is frustrated ,and she is not wrong on her side, i was just not gud enough last few days to understand her, somever hurted her deep and d regrets killing me.

morning was fine ,got myself busy with the paper toy stuff but ven sitting idle i feel a sense of great lonelyness, sm1 told me to check weather u r loanly or not is to close eyes and search if u cud see nyone

and this time i dont find anyone.