why d hell does it keep comming back

i hate it , yes i really do hate it , it makes me so alone, so cut off so helpless , why does it just cant stop comming back .

yes i care for you cant you see it .

yes i am a fool bt u are a bigger idiot .

yes i said i want to go away, bt said it never wanted to, i hate my situation the most in this world,

yours even bad i khow ,that is why i dnt want to leave you .

bt yes u are an idiot u dont seem to get it .
i didnt came close to go away.

it really hurts everytime, m nt that strong cant jus keep going away nd cmming back.

n yes m alone dat is wat i have now lonelyness .....:)