Feeling better

Its a sunday morning and having slept 5 in the morning ,feeling a bit lazy.

but had a grt talk with di and some of my old friends its feeling nice.

good time bad time

Good times are always good to cherish

its ur bad time that u need to learn from

all ur mistakes ur weak points that u need to work on.

At times these days are so heart breaking it makes u feel so low but i think i need to take it a lession outoff it , i need certain correction in my lifestyle

all the things or i must say certain things dont make so much difference as it looks like.

if i deserve some things i ll definetly get it and if something deserves me i ll always be there for it.

its not the best of my days and it seems that all the odds running against me ,things going wrong for me. here luck is not the weapon i should count on .Its that part of my life when i need to learn to avoid certain things, not because those things need to be avoided but may be thats the way to take in those things.

Fast 5

fast 5 released today and we caught the very next show at 3 o' clock in cinemax it waz a gud movie the only thing lagged or i must say different is that the movie waz a bit unrealistic than the last 4 parts, nywayz it waz still rocking with all the xortics , it was as a whole a great pachage and a very good time pass, :)

sometimes its not so easy to pass ur time

Xams over and literally i have nothing to do except getting bored ,rolling over with thoughts, and waiting for the practicals to get over so that i can go home . :(

In the mean time started with a dragonov sniper rifel paper toy .Its going well but still the series of events that happed last few days have left me with certain questions, I dont know where to get the answers from but its not easy to have thoughts in head when u are free.

to be very frank m missing her dying to have contact but i dont know if i proceed wat reaction will i get from her and the worst thing that i dont wanna do is making the situation even worse :(.

i know that c is frustrated ,and she is not wrong on her side, i was just not gud enough last few days to understand her, somever hurted her deep and d regrets killing me.

morning was fine ,got myself busy with the paper toy stuff but ven sitting idle i feel a sense of great lonelyness, sm1 told me to check weather u r loanly or not is to close eyes and search if u cud see nyone

and this time i dont find anyone.

Some dilema running in my head

when i think of her i feel a very strange dilema of the situation in which rite now i m, dnt know what wrong have i done , and if certain things i can make out ,i dont have any idea of how to correct those.

its xam time and in spite of formlas and definitions running in my mind, its her last few words running continuously inside my head :(

Some dilema running in my head

direct from heart

When you are attracted towards someone you know wat is love ,but when dat person start to ignore you you know wats life.

its a very common line dat you may have heard of but when you actually get through it you realise wat it means, sometimes its out of your control and notice of what you are doing, but its better to realise it before its too late.

its dat part of my life when i think i need a break from certain things,

and so do she.

sometimes people become so rude dat they are even out of there own control, emotions can make u weak in situations thoughts are your biggest friend in good situations it can make you laugh it brings out a creative person out of you it brings real joy to your life but in your bad times its your thoughts dat is your biggest enemy.it kills you ,suffocates you from within.

although there are somany things dat i still need to learn but

Wat i learned from my experiences so far is dat you must not overtry to do anything anything everything has a specific time and you must not push too hard to get things you want may b you should wait for the things to arrive in your life dat u need rather than want.